I’m in a horrible mood today… I stayed up until 3AM last night… thinking about a mistake I made earlier this year… I regret it a lot… yet there is nothing that I can do about it…
And so I’m tired… and not in a good mood today…
I’m frustrated… there is somethings that I can understand.. but love isn’t one of them… meh…
This entry isn’t going to be about anything in general… just what I’m currently thinking…
As I listen to my music… a lot of stuff comes to mind… past love… current wanting… the need to live… mistakes I have made… things I regret… stuff I have gotten angry over… the great friends I have… my current situation…
I need a job badly…yet I can’t really bring myself to do anything about it… I just can’t. I feel like my eyes just see everything… like its just a ride…and I can’t mess with anything… It sucks. I want to modify the way things are right now. But I can’t. So…I mess up. And I hate myself for it. And then I get over it, and then the cycle repeats… its frustrating… There is nothing I can do about them… I can’t avoid them….
I’m running out of ideas… for what to do with my life…. what to do in general… *sigh*… I’m just soo confused today…
Random thoughts are collecting together… And… yet I still can’t get what I want down…
I want… soo much… but I give soo little… my mind… is so tricky… fine… I will try to write my post that I said I was going to a while back…
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Currently and for a while I had a… theory to why somethings are hated… or disliked… but.. it was scrapped… for a while but then one day it made sense.
So… I would like to announce a not even close to official theory… The…
Because of Therefore theory…
What is basically breaks down to is this:
“Because of one thing that became popular but was a total bust. Things that follow after it become compared to it and are also hated.”
So for example…
Maplestory… lets face it. It sucks. The leveling system in it is horrible. And because of it. I can say that most people think that mmorpgs suck because of it.
Another great example is MySpace. Because of MySpace. The concept of getting as many “friends” as possible made it seem like you are “popular” and therefore that concept has spread to later social networking sites. And to be honest. Its a stupid concept. And it has spread to Twitter sadly. And it makes me pissed… The masses seem to miss the entire point of some sites. And just try to get a general idea without actually thinking about it and then abuse it while no one seems to do anything about it. And then the media hears about it. And then all hell breaks loose…
I’m lost… I have lost my train of thought… its taken me too long to write this post.. I’m done for now… peace
“Stay Zen”
-SA (SerenadedAbyss)